I was talking to a friend on the phone yesterday and finished the conversation like I ended any conversation with friends.
How can I pray for you?
My friend said she needed wisdom and discernment to find her purpose.
That resonated with me. How many times have I asked God to show me my purpose, the plan he has for me? it would be easier sometimes if He left behind a roadmap, but He doesn’t; we have to have faith that we do have a purpose and He does have a plan.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.”-Jeremiah 29:11
We read in the Bible that God has a purpose for us and all these plans, but we feel like they are far away. Like when you lay your phone down and then forget where you put it. Panic is running through your veins as you franticly run through the house searching everywhere for your phone. Your thought is,
If I lost my phone, they won’t be able to get in touch with me.
The same is true with our purpose. If we can’t find it, what’s the point of life. We have to have a purpose, or we feel worthless. I have been there I know what that feels like. I thought that my purpose was too far for me to keep looking and I became depressed to the point of seriously considering drowning myself in our lake-that’s really a pond, don’t judge us. But God, aren’t those two beautiful words, He stopped me and sat me on solid ground (see Psalm 40:2). When you start thinking that you aren’t worth it, that’s a dangerous place to be. I am writing this post to hopefully encourage those people, who are thinking that way.
I believe every life is created on purpose with a purpose. If you want to write that down, you can just remember where you got it. 😉
To the church in Galatia Paul writes, “But even before I was born, God chose me and called me by his marvelous grace. Then it pleased him.”-Galatians 1:15
Before you were born God had a plan for you. We came into this world by grace for purpose. It’s not when we are born, God forgets about us. Nope, He is surrounding you. You can never escape His presence (see Psalm 139:7), He is ALWAYS there for you. Fighting for you (see Exodus 14:14) hope to press on (see Philippians 3:13) and the ability to praise Him in the storm.
There is a purpose for your life at any season of life. Whether you are in high school, trying to figure out what you are doing after college, or in retirement. The purpose is out there you may have to dig for it. I believe that God has called me to be a writer for His name. I have tried the whole college thing and it wasn’t a right fit for me, but if it fits you. You do what is best for you. I believe with all my heart that my purpose is to be a writer for His name. Did I know when I was in middle school, that I was going to be a writer for Jesus?
NOPE.
Did I know when I graduated high school?
NOPE.
I was searching for my purpose after high school. I was looking under every pillow and box in every in my house. It wasn’t there and that was when I wanted to take myself out of my problems. Solve them all, actually that would have caused a lot more problems for everyone else. I couldn’t find a purpose anywhere and felt worthless, incompetent. I felt my homeschool education was not worth anything in this world. I was looking all the wrong places for my purpose.
Mary Hannah, where did you find your purpose?
The Word of God.
It wasn’t until I let go of my plans for the future, that I found a purpose. It’s bursting with purpose for you, you just have to look and meditate, I promise its coming. Be patient.
“But I am trusting you saying, “You are my God!” My future is in your hands.”-Psalm 31:14-15a
We don’t hold our future, He does. You can choose to give it to Him, let Him mold your future, or you can hang onto YOUR goals for the future, leaving God out of the equation. The decision is yours.
Until next time,
Stay strong
Mary Hannah
If you need help finding your purpose or just someone to chat with, leave a comment and I would be happy to help.